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Wednesday, May 27, 2009

I've been MIA

Dh and I surprised the fam this weekend by driving 12 hours to hang out with them for 24 hours! I miss my family so much, so it was great to see them!

I'm gearing up to O...hopefully it happens soon. I've got lots of ewcm (way more than past cycles....yeah green tea!) and positive opks!

I've been up since 4am...i cant sleep. I got up to clean but so far I've been on facebook and bumping....welcome to my life! haha

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Been a while...

oops!

Nothing really new or fun to report....though i did go silver on gp...ahh the little things in life! haha

DH and I will probably be moving soon. Our neighbors smoke so much that it comes into our apartment. I've filed complaints and the complex said all they can do is move us...which is fine. I just am sick of all of our stuff smelling like smoke. and if/when i get ktfu i dont want to be breathing in second hand smoke all the time.

i miss my family. I've been pretty homesick lately....i think its because my little sister is homesick. bah.

time for lunch!

Monday, May 11, 2009

blah.

just how I'm feeling today. not for any real reason at all.

My poor dog had a seizure this morning. its pretty much the most horrible thing to watch. She is on medication 2 times a day so that helps a lot of the time, but there is nothing to do to help her during the actual seizure. She barfed a couple times, peed and then pooped. i know that she felt horrible about it too, which made me feel even worse for her.

she's fine now, running around being a pain to her older brother. Glad that doesn't last long!

I finally started on our huge laundry pile, hopefully I'll get a good chunk of it done today! we'll see...haha

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Be Gone!

Okay AF, I am done with you now.

I have the worst cramps I can ever remember having. UGH! I forgot that I was actually on the bcp for a reason. Damn endometriosis! At least the doctor called in a prescription for me, not that it's helping much...but I'm thankful for what I have!

DH and I just cleaned the apartment. What a pain it is to make him clean. I feel like his mom....I guess he's just preparing me to have kids one day.

Today we're headed out to my little cousin's baseball tournament that's 2 hours north of here...which is great because its 2 hours south of my parents! so we're all going to meet at the tournament! I haven't seen my parents in a month in a half....its killin me!
I hate not living by my family....only 9 months left in the dreadful state of Indiana...

Friday, May 8, 2009

Welcome AF!

Welp, AF came for a visit! onto cycle 3! I had totally prepared myself, and I'm not even upset this time! Weird thing is, my temps went up this morning. That's not supposed to happen! ooh well! Crazy body.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Come On AF!!

Lets go AF! I know you're on your way. My hopes of a BFP that were so so strong a couple days ago are completely gone. Why don't you just come hang out for a couple days and then we can try this again next month

The one good thing I can say about this cycle is that I made it to 12dpo! waahooo! The B-6 really helped!

Here is the chart so far....at 12dpothe open circle on 11dpo is because the damn dogs barked all damn night. Anyways, temps are going down, cramps have set in to the point where i actually had to call the dr and get some meds! wowzers.

Come on AF, lets get this show on the road!

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Not such a Triphasic Chart

temps were down a bit today. bummer for sure. All of a sudden the boobs are hurtin.
Come on AF, lets get this show on the road!

On the upside, if AF does decide to show her face, I've increased My LP by at least one day with the B-6!

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Triphasic Chart

Okay, so i saw this little tidbit on FertilityFriend...made me a little excited even though its ' a possible Triphasic Chart' ....

here's the chart...please note the last three (and highest) temps...
now, what fertility friend is telling me about my pretty chart at the moment is: (copied right from fertilityfriend.com)

"A triphasic chart shows three levels of temperatures: pre-ovulation, post-ovulation, and then a second rise around 7-10 days after ovulation. Some women with charts that show this pattern turn out to be pregnant. But many do not. Likewise, your chart does not need to show this kind of pattern for you to be pregnant. Whether or not you are pregnant, progesterone, the hormone responsible for raising your temperature after ovulation, generally peaks in the middle of your luteal phase and this can cause this kind of pattern whether or not you are pregnant.

A triphasic chart can be promising, however, because progesterone levels generally increase after implantation (7-10 days past ovulation) in conception cycles, and sometimes this results in a triphasic pattern. If your chart shows a second significant thermal shift that begins 7-10 days past ovulation, Fertility Friend will indicate a triphasic pattern in the Pregnancy Monitor. A triphasic chart, however, is not a definite sign that you are or are not pregnant. It is just increasing your probability if you also have well-timed intercourse. Likewise, you can be pregnant and not have a triphasic pattern. Like all signs of possible implantation or pregnancy, you can really only speculate about it once a pregnancy has already been confirmed."


so...that's fun at least! there is a study that ff did, tells me that:
The results show that the triphasic pattern indeed occurs more frequently on pregnancy charts. Especially interesting are the following results:
  1. The magnitude of the difference is quite significant. This pattern is 179% more frequent on pregnancy charts.

  2. The moment in the cycle at which this pattern is the most likely to occur is nine days past ovulation. This is within the window of the most likely time for implantation. (Wilcox, A. J., D. D. Baird, et al.1999).

  3. Although the pattern occurs with greater frequency on pregnancy charts, most pregnancy charts do not show this pattern. While it is a good sign when you are hoping for pregnancy, you do not need this pattern to be pregnant.

  4. Seeing this pattern does not guarantee or confirm pregnancy. While the probability of pregnancy is increased significantly when you see this pattern, it also occurs on non-pregnant charts and so cannot confirm pregnancy before a pregnancy test can be reliably taken.


TCOYF says this about the triphasic chart: "if you notice a 3rd level of temps beyond the typical biphasic pattern that you experience every cycle, you are almost certently pregnant. This third level of high temps is thought to be due to extra progesterone circulating in pregnant woman..."

Anyways, I am going to keep my fingers crossed....I did take a pg test this morning, but it was negative. Its still very early....but I'm very excited!!!

And a shout out to my bfpb Hopefull11....she's ktfu!!


Monday, May 4, 2009

damn doctor!

I went to my first appointment at a new doctor today...just a fam doc, no biggie. Though I do hate getting my blood drawn - at least i didn't barf, pass out or cuss at the nurse!

Dr said that everything she could see looked great for TTC, but had to wait to get the labs back...cool cool. I'm not concerned at all. She also let me know there is no genetic reason for DH's father to pass down low sperm counts....so that was great news!! She really didnt seem to think that charting was needed and told me not to 'stress aobut it and it will happen when its time' ... biatch.

My chart is still looking good....but then again its 9dpo...i should quit positing pics of it....and really just quit looking at it....

I'm up to 70 points on the stupid signs analyzer....

I really don't think that this is my month, but i'll keep hoping and praying!

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Sunday Funday?

Maybe, we'll see!
DH and I are headed to church. After the service there is a big outdoor celebration with lots of yummy food (church food is always the best!) and games/activities for the younger kids. While we dont have children (yet) its still going to be fun to watch all the little kids!

Chart is still looking good, but i'm only 8dpo...I currently have 61 points on the useless 'pregnancy signs' point system. Its out of 100. But, after talking to some girls on GP, they said that some of their BFNs have been with lots of points, some have gotten their BFPs with lots...but then also a lot of BFPs with very few points. I should just turn the pg sign analyzer off....but i cant!

I should go get in the shower, have a great Sunday!

Friday, May 1, 2009

Another Temp Jump

This makes me so excited, though I know it doesn't mean anything!


I just got some cramps...not sure if they are AF cramps or what...its too early for AF, even for me! I think i'll go for a walk and see if that helps