Cramps

I dont expect to get KU or anything, but getting cramps today was still a bit heartbreaking. I have no idea what cycle day i'm on, but my last cycle started around the first of August, so i'm at day 31ish...idk. I have no hope of getting knocked up before surgery, or so I thought, until the cramps hit today.

DH and I have surgery consult on Sept 17...fuck you endometriosis. I hate you. I dont want surgery and we just want to start a family so badly. When I do get KU, I hope its with a boy, because I dont ever want my childs heart to break because of not being able to have a child....